How old are you?

Quit the job. Marched in to the front office threw my smock on those bastards faces and laughed as  I left. And by smock I mean turned in a two week notice and then worked their schedule to finish on time. But still, it's over. School is winding down. I'm in exam week, took one this morning. It's gonna be an okay semester Probally 3 As 1 C or B. Meh. I wish I cared.

Kelli. Fuck Kelli. I think I'm done. Nothing good can come of it. I'm tired of being used like her fuckin play thing. She basically told me Im her backup for if her life doesnt turn out the way she wants. I guess she wants me by the phone through my thirties waiting on her call. Fuck that shit. I drove my cousinn and two of her friends to prom last weekend. It was okay. One was cute and I think might be interested in me. I've decided I want to have a summer fling with her then turn her into a booty call for the future. An ambitous plan, I know. Main hinderance. I dont know her age. I think 17. worst case is 15. but fingers crossed for 17 or 18. I'm 19 so a year or two is no biggie. 

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Fuck Kelli Part 1

Fuck Kelli Part 2, preferabbly by fucking someone

Fuck Kelli Part 3

Shitty Mc shit shit

Life sucks majorly at this exact moment in time. Hopefully It'll be getting a lot better soon. I quit my night time job. Tuesday will be the last time I ever have to deal with the BS. Its just been wearing me down. After spring break I didnt wanna go back and then the toll on school has been building. I will be happy when its completly behind me. School is school. I like my axiomatic systems class, calc 3 is meh. Others are okay. I register for classes wednsday. I'm trying to get a summer research/internship job currenty. I probally won't. It's a little late.

Kelli is kelli. her birthday was last week. I did all the right things. I got her a thoughtful gift. I called her etc etc. SHe seemed happy. She's been overly friendly the last week and a half or so. idk. Cara, who thinks I'm an idiot, confronted kelli about it. She claimed to not remember doing half the things she did. And more importantly I opened up to cara about my kelli feelings etc. She looked at me like I was insane. Kelli has met a new guy. She either likes him or wants to like him. Here's the kicker. He looks like me, but chubbier and goofier, he acts like me. She said she likes how much he reminds her of me. I told her that was cool, casual ya know? But I'm getting a little miffed. What does she want from me? Or why doesnt she want it more importantly. I'm fine when she goes on about guys that are polar opposites, but this hit alot closer to home. 

There's nothing left for me to hope for. The only way she'll fall for me is when it's to late. If her life doesnt work out great and she see me as an escape to better things. I dont what I'll say then...

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My Penis and a Vagina

Final Exams

Swimsuit facts sure to keep you looking good al summer long