Navy Shenanigans

Spring Fuckin Break. I was ready for it. Lots of alcohol, loose women etc etc. Haven't had either so far but its still been a good time and there's still the weekend. I arranged my work schedule so I'd actually have some time off and everything. There was some bulshit, there always is, but I got through it. I'm in a dumb manuevering war with a girl at work she's whose retarded. I jokingly invited her to come to a math class because I enjoy math. Dumb bitch though I was making fun of her and inviting her to a math tutoring class that I teach. Then since I work at night with her dad she's been a bitch about communicating. Fuck it, I can't wait to quit. 

Monday morning at 7 am I was done for a week. No school, no class, lets rock. Some of my NY buddies road tripped it down and we met up. It was a good pointless trip. Camped, smoked, joked. It was just like old times. Made me miss RPI the navy and that entire life way to much. I am unsure about my leave the Navy desicision. I might look into come of the programs that culminate in OCS or just apply for OCS when I graduate. I want it all back I think. I miss the life, the sense of purpose, the hippie jokes. I miss doing shit that sucks knowing that it makes me better then the guy on the bus beside me. I plan on getting into shape over the next couple months then going to see the local recruiter to explore my options. 

Tune in soon for:

The conclusion of an exciting semester at UNCW

Kelli caves to me, probally not

Spring cleaning trick to get the house looking its best for garden parties

Bitches ain't Shit

At work. what's new? I have school tomorrow so it's gonna be a long night. Classes are okay. I think I can make all A's maybe one B. Spring break starts friday and I'm off work form monday to monday, So I might actually get a nice little break. I sent in an application to work at governor's school this weekend. If I gt the job, I'm going to quit in June if not I'll quit in july. I can't do this with school. It's killing me. It makes me tired, fall asleep etc. I'm so tired some afternoons, I'm literally scared to drive home. next year I'll live off finacial aid and work a shitty job like starbucks or best buy. 

No ladies options to speak of. I got mad in a girly way at cara and erin today. They wouldn't stop bitching about kelli and me and how stupid it is. Fuck them. I like the way she makes me feel and fuck the rest. Is it wrong to want a girl that makes you stop in your tracks. I'm not talking about a girl I want to fuck. Cara and Erin both fit that bill. Erin especially. She reminds me of kelli in some ways. But niether compares to kelli. She makes me feel alive. She makes me forget that there's anything else in the world. I don't notice the world when I see her because she is my world. 

All that being said. I'm ready for a change. I want to wait on her forever, but don't want to look back at my life and regret it. The worst is, everytime kelli hears about me doing something with another girl she lets me get a little further with her. I get re-hooked and don't care about anything else again. I just want things to be magical. 

Tune in soon for:

Spring Break Shenanigans

How me and kelli end up magically together forever and ever

Summer Vacation Musts