At work. what's new? I have school tomorrow so it's gonna be a long night. Classes are okay. I think I can make all A's maybe one B. Spring break starts friday and I'm off work form monday to monday, So I might actually get a nice little break. I sent in an application to work at governor's school this weekend. If I gt the job, I'm going to quit in June if not I'll quit in july. I can't do this with school. It's killing me. It makes me tired, fall asleep etc. I'm so tired some afternoons, I'm literally scared to drive home. next year I'll live off finacial aid and work a shitty job like starbucks or best buy.
No ladies options to speak of. I got mad in a girly way at cara and erin today. They wouldn't stop bitching about kelli and me and how stupid it is. Fuck them. I like the way she makes me feel and fuck the rest. Is it wrong to want a girl that makes you stop in your tracks. I'm not talking about a girl I want to fuck. Cara and Erin both fit that bill. Erin especially. She reminds me of kelli in some ways. But niether compares to kelli. She makes me feel alive. She makes me forget that there's anything else in the world. I don't notice the world when I see her because she is my world.
All that being said. I'm ready for a change. I want to wait on her forever, but don't want to look back at my life and regret it. The worst is, everytime kelli hears about me doing something with another girl she lets me get a little further with her. I get re-hooked and don't care about anything else again. I just want things to be magical.
Tune in soon for:
Spring Break Shenanigans
How me and kelli end up magically together forever and ever
Summer Vacation Musts
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