The Married Life

Boring days off. All I've done is sleep and relax. Nothing productive. Sleep schedule is completely off thanks to work. I'm lucky if I feel like drifting off by 5 or 6 am. I normally spend the night watching movies and TV on my laptop in bed. Not exciting but okay. I've decided that I want to go back to Rensselaer. Fuck the family. Fuck the cost. Most of all Fuck kelli. Me and her texted for about half an hour or so. Normal overly friendly stuff about the movies and whatnot. Told her my RPI plans but that I didn't know how. She says anything is possible. except for her was the obvious addition. Then she goes on to tell me she's at a boy's house. Just what I wanna hear. Told her I didn't fall out love with her, that I just gave up.

Other then that it was a lovely evening. Cooked dinner with an old friend. Then we sat and chatted about random things in our lives. It was nice. I felt relaxed and content in a way I haven't for a very long time. The night should have been boring. But cause of this I want more like it. More relaxing times. Me and her have had some rough times and it was nice to find that old warm feeling of a deep friendship.

Biggest worry right now is school. I want RPI back. No clue how to pay for it. No clue if it's even possible for spring semester. Not to mention telling my dad. He won't approve. I don't think he like me going there at all. I know he didn't like the fraternity or my friends. He'll tell me cost yadda yadda yadda other places. I've made up my mind. Though he needs to realize that I didn't just leave my classes behind in September, I left my entire life. Hopefully, He'll understand. I don't know. I'm looking foward to driving up there if I make it back. Long drive, time to think. Best part. I'll be 800 miles from kelli. I can forget and move on.

Tune in soon for:

Next semester plans and resolutions

My attempts to find a new "love". Too bad your mom's taken

How early is to early to start putting up Christmas decorations.