One Week, Time to Think

Life has been pretty boring the last week. All I've done is work and run my gg-ma around town to the doc and crap. In fact, I haven't really hung out with anyone. Payday was friday. I met my friend cara for sushi. Cara is a nice girl. Cute, aka fuckable great breasts actually, and a really sweet personality. Kinda low self-esteem and she makes horrible guy decisions. You know, a normal girl. I also got accepted into all 3 of the schools I applied to for spring. UNCW, UNCG, and NCSU. I hate UNCG and NCSU. In addition, I found out I could probably go back to RPI if I want to. I want to. Unfortunately it would cost roughly ten grand a semester in loans. some federal some Private. I need 5 to 6 semesters so 60,000 dollars. That's a lot to have. Tried to talk to my dad about it. He's dead set against it. Basically said He wouldn't even bother helping me go to school period. Basically, I'm deciding between RPI with an assload of loans and money. Pros of RPI. Its a good school. Unlike UNCW which has a slightly less then perfect academic record. I have a life there. Friends, routine, favorite restaurants etc. UNCW is cheap and I could keep my job. Only pros to going there.

Kelli front is the same. She called me Friday night. Only because she was walking and people talk on cell phones when walking alone so they don't look like creepers. And she texted me a few days before that to see if I could dog-sit for her over thanksgiving. I've given up on going to UNC-CH because of her. Its the best public aka affordable school in the state. I'm worried though that the only draw for me there is her and when my delusions fall thru I'll hate the place.

Best part is I have a week to figure it all out. Dec. 1st. RPI or UNCW??? And with thanksgiving in the mix it's going to be a close tough call. hopefully I'll make the right decision. I have a feeling I'm going to be unhappy regardless. I don't want the debt and I don't want to stay here. Maybe I'll enlist in the navy and run away. Ask me in a week and maybe the world will make sense.

Tune in soon for:

Thanksgiving Day: I Hate Family Bullshit Part Gazillion and fifty three.

My future plans, and the groundwork for my future disappointments.

Turkey Tips to lock in the flavour and save valuable time