So Its been a while since my last post. Haven't been in a bloggy let my feelings out mood. Maybe it was kelli maybe it was other things. I don't know. Start with the life update. Work is boring and sucky. Nothing has happened there. I am tempted to find a job with better hours though to help with school. School is fine. I'm at UNCW. Classes are semi mediocre. One of my math classes seems good though. Only bullshit was I had to wait till 2 days before classes started to register. bleh. So my schedule could be better.
Love life is shitty if not shittier then ever. I love her still. She's gotten really bad about using me though. Not, that's a lot but ok. She's entered into the realm of I do these things to get what I want. I buy her things, take her to dinner, act as her chauffeur, etc etc. She doesn't do anything but play around with me. A kiss at new years. A overly long hug after a movie night. Enough so that I'm hooked. She likes me liking her I think. It makes her feel like she's wanted and can get whatever she wants. Unfortunately, the main reason she says she doesn't like me is that I'm not a challenge for her. Should I be? She use to tell me she could see it emotionally, but she wasn't attracted to me. Couple of nights ago at work she calls for no reason to chat. Mainly to complain about a guy she dated that she still crushes on. In the conversation she lets slip that she thinks I'm more attractive then him. I wish I knew what her deal was. I think I might be able to get over her soon I hope so.
Tune in soon for:
WTF kelli?
adventures with my webcam, wink wink hint hint
Study tips to keep your grades high this semester
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