Thursday, December 4, 2008

Keep Kicking

So I'm in the middle of talking to kelli via myspace messages of all things. I keep glancing at my blackberry, waiting for the little light to go off telling me she sent something new. She's been strange the last couple of days. Distant. Haven't talked to her period. I've been worried that something happened maybe something did. About a half hour ago out of nowhere she sends me a note saying to stop loving her, that it will never happen. I'm deluding myself.

My first thought was where did this come from. Nothing has changed recently. I know she's right. Hell, This kinda shit proves it. It hurts me to the core. After the initial hey what's this moment, I wanted to cry. I didn't. Now, I want to know why she felt the need to send it. Am I that bad? Is knowing that I love her eating away at her at night? Night was ok. Now it's super shitty.

Tune in soon for:

Whatever else kelli wants to say to confuse, piss me off, or make me happy.

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