Bored. My sleep schedule is completely fucked up. I stay up half the night. Sleep sometimes. Sucks. I need a set schedule. This random days thing isn't working. Finished all my Xmas shopping technically. Two are still in the mail and may or may not come before Xmas. And my brother is getting a nose ring or something that he picks out. My friend Lesie met me just afterward for dinner. We chatted. She didn't get mad me like she normally does. I make sex jokes, she takes them seriously unfortunately. We had Mexican food, then went back to her place. I wrapped my presents, we watched Santa Claus 2. Maybe I'll end up married to her and that will be every Christmas.
Friday afternoon, Kelli invited me to hang out. Odd. She normally doesn't normally initiate contact like that without a benefit for her. She'll call me if she needs a ride to town or a dog sitter. Or a free dinner and trip to the movies. I just came and hung at her house. She was just sleepy. Lounging around. We watched TV and talked nothing major. A very comfy feel. She gave me the look again. I'm confused. She always tells me nothing will ever happen or when she says something she immediately clarifies how it doesn't mean what I think it should. She gets more confusing everyday.
Tonight, I went over to my Uncle's for dinner. I took them a duck and my Thai aunt cooked it for me. I love going over there. They seem like the realest family possible. Happy house. Problems are things like my 16 yr old cousin maybe having a boyfriend or the 4 yr old throwing pillows. The food was delicious. There was duck, beef, and curry chicken. Watched part of an old movie together. Good times.
Just went home afterward. I kinda felt like doing something but not really. Chilled, watched a movie. Texted kelli. Dumb I know. She was hanging out with a couple guys from HS and cara. The guy are nerdy. She had no interest. Were talking. She tells me she wants to make out with someone. I joke there are plenty of guys there not to mention the voluptuous cara. Kelli has no problem with girls. She's done more with more girls than me. Cara had left and she doesn't like the guys. I sent her a goodnight beautiful text like i do fairly often. I never get a response unless she's drunk normally. She sends back. Night cutie. I'm drunk. That's odd. She isn't that drunk or she wouldn't have added that. I don't want to see to much into it. If I do and I broach the topic regardless of the scenario she'll pull back. I hate it when she decides to make me stop loving her by not talking to me or anything. So, instead I just sit with my thoughts trying to make sense of the world she creates around me.
Tune in soon for:
Christmas is like thanksgiving as in there'll be a family shit show
Girls Next Door Xmas Night
Fun twists to make your gifts stand out under the tree
Saturday, December 20, 2008
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