Holy fuck I'm pissed today and not even for a good reason. I don't know why. Just one of those days. Had to take my mom to the doctor this morning. The entire ride there I was pissed off. People suck at driving. I wish I owned a large caliber hand held weapon so that I could eliminate shitty drivers. Assholes changing lanes with no signals, driving to slow. driving to fast. Not using headlights in the rain. And my biggest pet peeve. tying up traffic for a god-forsaken parking space. Park at the back and walk. Not only do you waste 10 minutes of your time, but you waste 10 of mine waiting on some old lady to back out of space so you don't have to walk an extra minute.
Then in the doctors office, multiple fucktards had their cell phones on and answered them in the office. Number one put it on vibrate, or flashy light or telepathic mode. whatever. Don't leave the ringer on high so everyone can enjoy the included cell version of Beethoven's 5th. Number two, if it rings, don't answer. Walk outside, read the caller id and go, hmm this call could wait. Don't talk on it for 10 fuckin minutes including telling the person on the other end they need to speak up because you cant hear over the noise of the lobby.
Other then that life is ok. I've been sleeping better which is nice and been much more relaxed the last couple of days. Things are chill with kelli. Been texting and talking some. It's nice to have her in my life. She makes me happy and as for the rest I don't care. I still have my dreams and delusions. Maybe someday, I'll find a girl that makes me feel the same way she does.
Had dinner with a good friend last night. I haven't seen steph in a while. She was off the radar all weekend. I understand, sometimes I like to just be alone too. She's an extremely nice girl. I describe her as the nicest girl I know. In high school, I had a huge crush on her. She used to sit in the lunch room in tenth grade and wink at me. I am tempted to explore our friendship and see if there is something more. I probably won't. I hate the idea of turning a friendship awkward by trying something. Plus she's well aware of how I feel about kelli. Wouldn't be a good start. I'll meet girls at school net semester. Hopefully, I'll find someone or at the very least kelli will leave my mind. To be honest, I'm still waiting on her to call me and say she loves me.
Tune is soon for
A new academic year, let the math flow
Work xmas party with a beautiful girl on my arm what could go wrong?
How to find the perfect christmas tree
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
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